Virtual Memorial

The NAFF Virtual Memorial was created to honor those who passed away, were taken from our lives, or were otherwise harmed, to our knowledge, as a direct result of mind control, torture, and/or forced enslavement.  All rights are retained by the authors and artists.  

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Letter from a Survivor - 12/28/00

I want to honor children and adults who were harmed during inhumane experiments in Nazi concentration camps, the black men who were tricked and harmed during US sponsored Tuskegee syphilis medical experiments, and the children who were experimented on during the CIA's MKULTRA and other "mind control" experiments.  

I want to honor these three groups of victims because they all deserved to be protected from harm by the very people who hurt them.  They weren't honored when they were being betrayed and hurt, but they can be honored now.  My heart goes out to each and every one of you who has survived to tell your story.  I will be praying for you, every day, that my higher power will give you strength and the help you need every day, to survive and heal.

I would like to honor my father who was murdered by my mother and other cult members for trying to get out of the multigenerational cult we were born in.  I would like to thank him; because of him my healing started.  I have spent the last 15 years continuing to break the cycle that had passed down to my children.   I have a heart locket with his picture in it, that I wear next to my heart as a remembrance of him and my love for him.  I would like to honor and remember my unborn children who had to die and be sacrificed, and the child who was murdered by the cult making it look like a miscarriage to the world.  Also, I want to honor my 3 live adult children who were born into the cult and I pray that they will be able to someday break free and that I live to see it!!!  God Bless them all, and continue to help me to heal and be an example to all survivor who choose to heal, and to my children.

Sincerely,

Stormi CloudDancer

For My Lost Ones
by Emily, RA survivor 

The Tiny Precious Siblings
Lived not a day
Outside the womb

Glowing in Heaven's
Loving Light
Forever
Now they Bloom

In Memory of Winifred Dobbs
by Kathy Kasten

A life started in a woman's body, already tampered with
from its conceptualization.
Born to face someone's idea of "life", not the idea born
inside the mind of the child.
A female, girl, young woman meant as somebody's
science project.
The child subjected to tampering, fought back against
all odds.
The child grew up loving the Fourth of July, loving freedom
to be.
To be whatever they wanted, but never allowed to live out
the idea.
In her last breath, a silent cry went out, "now I am free"! 

Mourning Has Broken
by Leilah el Khalil Zendavesta

Wings now flapping high
the mourner's flame blown out.  My
grief weighed more than I

For Robin McCauley

In honor of Sarah and all the other inner ones, so very flawed, so very caring. So soon taken from us. mbl.

Painted from imagination by mbl. 

(The story of Robin, a ritual abuse survivor, can be found at http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/
1587213648/qid=1104589460/sr=1-1/ref=sr_1_1/102-5339572-1410510?v=glance&s=books)

I Sent Them Away
©mbl

They came as in night 
to take you.
I sent them away.

They came at noon
     At dawn
     At Candlemas
     At Walpurgisnacht
     On Christmas and Easter too.

Silhouetted by fire
On hillside night they came to take you.
I sent them away.

In chant and rite
In midnight fear
In sacrilege and lie
     The seducers came
     Profaning the name
     By which you live
They came to take you.
I sent them away.

On haunting wind
     Of shadowed dream
     Across an ocean stunned by sleep
     In every thought of every day
They came to take you.
I sent them away.

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